I want to die - Page 2

Sundae · 06-22-2007, 02:25 PM

There are quite a few people here who have considered posting the exact same thing (perhaps with different imagery). I still contemplate suicide on a regular basis, but I don't get any catharsis from posting - if you do, at least be assured you are posting in a place that understands.

But seriously take the suggestion of getting professional help - at least call the number Wolf gave next time you feel this way.

Deuce · 06-22-2007, 02:32 PM

No, you're mistaken.

I knew when I wrote that how awkward and understated it sounds. I'm not really capable right now of busting out and lightening things up. But I didn't want to ...

Suicide isn't an issue, thankfully, right now. But I am in so much pain. You're right, ouch isn't really the right word. I didn't want to be ... so hysterical. I'm in agony, I'm facing extraordinary, awful choices. I can't see my way through or out. I'm scared and hurt and worried and unsure.

I do not like the choices facing me.

I am searching wildly for some Kobayashi Maru alternative.

As yet, I have nothing promising, only bad and worse.

Cloud · 06-22-2007, 02:57 PM

divorce is not the end of the world. It's a beginning in fact.

Deuce · 06-22-2007, 03:14 PM

I've lived that chapter before, more than once. I know how that beginning ends and I have no desire to repeat it.

BigV · 06-22-2007, 05:06 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wolf

Step slightly to one side of that enormous stone block and once you get a different perspective on it, you might find that it contains Michelangeo's David within ...

insight and poetry.

I concur.

From a movie last night: "Being afraid to die is not a sign of weakness, but that you have a life worth living." You *have* a life worth living. Do not give it away. I'm sorry you're in pain.

Aliantha · 06-22-2007, 09:56 PM

Get some help Deuce. As much as we can all talk with you here and hopefully help in some small way, this is not always a positive environment and people do sometimes say things that are not helpful. Find someone who's on your side and can be there for you and get your through this.

You need to get help mate.

limey · 06-23-2007, 07:40 AM

Adding my voice to the chorus - get help. Glad to hear that you do understand that this will pass. And post here all you need.

Deuce · 06-23-2007, 11:43 PM

For all of you who posted, thank you for your concern. It looks like the conversation has progressed in a different thread, suicide watch thread, by skyshide. don't know hwere.

xoxoxoBruce · 06-25-2007, 02:47 PM

Here.

kerosene · 06-25-2007, 09:52 PM

I am sorry for your feelings of despair, Deuce. I can't say I have never had similar feelings, myself. You are a truly worthwhile existence. Please believe that. And seek solace where you have known it to be in other times of grief...or times of joy.

Rexmons · 06-26-2007, 08:15 AM

They say a person only needs 3 things to be happy in life:

1. Someone to love and love you back.

2. Something to do that challenges you and makes you happy at the end of the day.

3. Something to hope for.

Drax · 07-02-2007, 03:52 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Deuce

I want to die

I used to say that, but then I quit being a whiney bitch.

lumberjim · 07-02-2007, 04:09 PM

SRSLY?

Drax · 07-02-2007, 04:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by lumberjim

SRSLY?

Whut the frak does that mean? Seriously, is that internet shorthand, or somethin'?

lumberjim · 07-02-2007, 04:17 PM

orly?

06-22-2007, 02:57 PM	#18
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	divorce is not the end of the world. It's a beginning in fact. __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

06-22-2007, 09:56 PM	#21
Aliantha trying hard to be a better person Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Brisbane, Australia Posts: 16,493	Get some help Deuce. As much as we can all talk with you here and hopefully help in some small way, this is not always a positive environment and people do sometimes say things that are not helpful. Find someone who's on your side and can be there for you and get your through this. You need to get help mate. __________________ Kind words are the music of the world. F. W. Faber

06-23-2007, 07:40 AM	#22
limey Encroaching on your decrees Join Date: Feb 2004 Location: An island within the south-west coast of Scotland Posts: 7,016	Adding my voice to the chorus - get help. Glad to hear that you do understand that this will pass. And post here all you need. __________________ Living it up on the edge ... of civilisation, within the southwest coast of

06-25-2007, 02:47 PM	#24
xoxoxoBruce The future is unwritten Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 71,105	Here. __________________ The descent of man ~ Nixon, Friedman, Reagan, Trump.

06-26-2007, 08:15 AM	#26
Rexmons - Kavkaz United - Join Date: May 2007 Posts: 613	They say a person only needs 3 things to be happy in life: 1. Someone to love and love you back. 2. Something to do that challenges you and makes you happy at the end of the day. 3. Something to hope for. __________________ "Life's a bitch but God forbid the bitch divorce me..."

06-22-2007, 02:25 PM	#16
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	There are quite a few people here who have considered posting the exact same thing (perhaps with different imagery). I still contemplate suicide on a regular basis, but I don't get any catharsis from posting - if you do, at least be assured you are posting in a place that understands. But seriously take the suggestion of getting professional help - at least call the number Wolf gave next time you feel this way.

06-22-2007, 02:32 PM	#17
Deuce Pesky Pugalist [sp] Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 191	No, you're mistaken. I knew when I wrote that how awkward and understated it sounds. I'm not really capable right now of busting out and lightening things up. But I didn't want to ... Suicide isn't an issue, thankfully, right now. But I am in so much pain. You're right, ouch isn't really the right word. I didn't want to be ... so hysterical. I'm in agony, I'm facing extraordinary, awful choices. I can't see my way through or out. I'm scared and hurt and worried and unsure. I do not like the choices facing me. I am searching wildly for some Kobayashi Maru alternative. As yet, I have nothing promising, only bad and worse.

06-22-2007, 03:14 PM	#19
Deuce Pesky Pugalist [sp] Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 191	I've lived that chapter before, more than once. I know how that beginning ends and I have no desire to repeat it.

06-23-2007, 11:43 PM	#23
Deuce Pesky Pugalist [sp] Join Date: Jan 2007 Posts: 191	For all of you who posted, thank you for your concern. It looks like the conversation has progressed in a different thread, suicide watch thread, by skyshide. don't know hwere.

06-25-2007, 09:52 PM	#25
kerosene Touring the facilities Join Date: Nov 2002 Location: The plains of Colorado Posts: 3,476	I am sorry for your feelings of despair, Deuce. I can't say I have never had similar feelings, myself. You are a truly worthwhile existence. Please believe that. And seek solace where you have known it to be in other times of grief...or times of joy.

07-02-2007, 04:09 PM	#28
lumberjim I can hear my ears Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 25,571	SRSLY? __________________ This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality Embrace this moment, remember We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan

07-02-2007, 04:17 PM	#30
lumberjim I can hear my ears Join Date: Oct 2003 Posts: 25,571	orly? __________________ This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality Embrace this moment, remember We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan

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