yesterday...

[Aliantha]

Sundae, I touched something I shouldn't have. I was doing something to the spa heater and I guess I had a brain fart. Anyway, it gave me a bit of a kick. Felt a bit funny for the rest of the day and went to bed early and slept for 14 hours, then woke feeling like I'd been hit by a truck. Feeling better now, but think I'll get an early one again tonight.

Bruce, I don't plan on doing it again, but I suppose I've just been reflecting on it. I mentioned when I posted on facebook, that the first thing I thought of after I realised I was ok, was to think how it was lucky I wasn't dead, cause who the fuck would clean the house if I died?! That's not so great when you realise intrinsically that you feel like that's the main thing the people you love the most need you for. I have been doing a lot of thinking about that today.

So far, no bright lights. Just heaps of more depressing realisations.

Oh well, I guess I'll just keep ticking on...till i stop ticking.

[xoxoxoBruce]

Originally Posted by Aliantha

Bruce, I don't plan on doing it again, but I suppose I've just been reflecting on it. I mentioned when I posted on facebook, that the first thing I thought of after I realised I was ok, was to think how it was lucky I wasn't dead, cause who the fuck would clean the house if I died?!

The first thing you thought of, not someone else expressed. Your opinion based on how you perceive the rest of the family feels about you.

Just because they only seek you out when they need food, clean clothes, or something they've lost, doesn't mean they don't love you. Remember the male animal isn't very good at expressing... f... fe... feelin... feelings. Without you, they may all break down and have to be institutionalized.

That's not so great when you realise intrinsically that you feel like that's the main thing the people you love the most need you for. I have been doing a lot of thinking about that today.

Keep thinking about, this all stems from your perception of the situation, and you may be wrong. Don't be like my last wife, who made life decisions based on things that happened in a dream.

[Gravdigr]

Originally Posted by Aliantha

Oh well, I guess I'll just keep ticking on...till i stop ticking.

Tick, baby, TICK!!!

I once static-shocked a PS2, to death. I was putting a game in and when I touched the point of the spindle in the cd cradle, a blue spark an inch long leapt out and bit the shit outta me. Buddy laughed at my hollering and complaining til he cried. It hurt like a sumbitch.

That's ok, it was his PS2.

I bought him another.