Do you want to die?

[chrisinhouston]

I don't particularly want to die or be killed but having dealt directly with caring for my grandparents and parents until they died I have no interest to live to be as old as they were (late 80's-mid 90's). Living is of little interest to me when my mind is lost in dementia, I pee and poop in my diapers, or trip over everything because I am blind as my dad did.