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Thanks ... I was expecting to be told it was cancer, knew it was a T1 (so Stage I clinically for now), but have been pretty bummed about the Grade 3 histology. However. It just means I'll have to hit this thing with everything. This is war!

I've cleaned out my cupboards and fridge; no more cheese/meat/alcohol/fatty treats. In with the healthy food (I already had a bunch, but now it's the only stuff in there)! And the green tea ... have to see if I can find Japanese green tea that costs less than $20 for 2 oz.

I just want to be in the best possible condition to fight this. If I can take a load off my immune system by avoiding inflammation-inducing foods and stay in good physical shape, hopefully my body will have the resources to fight hard.

I told one family member tonight and that was all I could do. The biggest stress right now is the prospect of telling all my relatives. Especially my kids. Has to be done but ...