What Do You Have Mixed Feelings About Today?

[infinite monkey]

I thought for sure I was going to get fired but instead I got a new contract with a raise and incentive pay.

Hmmmm.

(disclaimer: I really didn't think I'd get fired it has crossed my mind because of some tough issues I'm trying to deal with and all the stress due to a number of things and my mental and physical health was suffering tremendously...it might've seemed a relief really. Some time to relax and once again figure out what I want to be when I grow up. But I'm also thrilled thrilled thrilled to still have this job and I hope that the attention we got for this effed up summer start up will effect some changes that will make my job so much better. I've said: it's not just me, all my pro staff cronies, many who've been here for years, are at their wit's ends too. I think it might get better though, and I'm glad I'm still here.)