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10-28-2011, 07:33 AM
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a beautiful fool
Join Date: Sep 2010
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I was kind of hoping that you would come back, Pam. But, do you have to start right in with the poor me routine?
You got banned. Move past it and concern yourself with making friends. No one owes you affection just because you claim to be pathetic. Tell us about what you've been doing these months. Give us a poem. Make a joke, have a smoke, and stop demanding explanations and apologies. I like you. I'm glad you came back. Now you have a friend here. stern but amiably, Jim
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10-28-2011, 07:38 AM
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Join Date: Jul 2003
Location: Arlington, VA
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Good luck, Pam. I'll keep an open mind about you.
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10-28-2011, 07:48 AM
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Banned
Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Far away...
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I am glad you responded. I am still very hurt by what happened; but I guess I was not missed. There was no way to contact Mr. Undertoad about an appeal; but I guess I deserved it as well... I do not think I was that bad; emotionally perhaps...but I did not do anything to harm any1 or myself....hence, I am still here... Surely, I will do something to upset others, and I will be gone again. For some reason, I miss that poster MTP (More than Pretty??) She hated me, but I liked her a lot. Is she still here?? Pam. |
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10-28-2011, 08:01 AM
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Undertoad wasn't the only one to ban you. I banned you a couple of times when you tried to sneak back in as 1Sunshine, Abby's Hope, and sickgirl.
You've "served your time" for those 6 months, but I hope you understand that some are going to be a little suspicious about you. I'm serious when I say I'm keeping an open mind about you, but I hope you are listening to everyone. It's the drama we don't want. You seem to be getting right back in to the drama. Please don't. Why don't you go over to the word association thread and start in gently with some nice word associations? |
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10-28-2011, 08:16 AM
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Banned
Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Far away...
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Yes, I did try to sneak back on as 1Sunshine and Abby's Hope. How much more honesty do you want from me?? I saw a rat on the train the other day. It was fighting for food, for survival. Some people ran; some tried to kill it. I sat there, thinking that the fucking rat represents me. Granted, I failed in NY, but I do have things to offer... All I am asking for is a chance. Yes, when I first came here, I saw the attention, the thread counts, etc., etc.. Sure it felt good; but it was not me at all. I know how Iam viewed on here. A fucking troll. But, I have seen 'trolls.' I am not one. I simply post about how I feel; and what happens to me in life... God,?? why can't people believe?? Pam. |
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10-28-2011, 07:45 AM
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Banned
Join Date: Apr 2011
Location: Far away...
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I am happy that someone cares. The months?? Well, I was kidnapped, held a knife-point, homeless... If it were not for family I would be dead. In the interim; I gave up smoking... I still strive for happiness, and would like to return to who I was. I want to go home; but not the home I once knew. I seriously do not know who I am anymore; or why anyone would want me...when I do not want myself...yet I digress I suppose... I am just a bit mad still at what happened here... I do not think any1 shoudl ever turn their back on any1...I know I never would... Pam. |
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