Last nights meltdown...

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by glatt

I'm not sure that breaking a promise is the same thing as lying. Lying is about deceit, and breaking a promise is more like not following through.

Thank you for your kind words. I made a mistake. My depression and emotions get me. But, I work on getting them better...

I am just so lost. Too many nights under the 'midnight sun.' Too much wine. At times, I am at a bar - and there is a music band playing there. I really can not hear the music that well. Sometimes I think that is best.

and later that night, I stumble home. I know people stare. I know what they think of me. But I do not care. But then when I wake up in the morning,...I do care.

thank you Mr. glatt,
Pam.