Wondering if I should go back to granulate school

[footfootfoot]

Originally Posted by Brianna

I have resisted responding to this thread because I don't want to rain on anyones parade but do NOT go into any healthcare job without knowing exactly what the eff you are in for.

I am (was? yeah, def. WAS) a compassionate, caring, deeply feeling person. My 20 years in health care (as a rad. tech and RN) burned the living shit out of my humanity and I became a shell of who I once was.

I did a lot of different types of nursing, too. Cardiac rehab, occupational, psych (by far the WORST was psych) and free standing clinic (also short part time gig in private doc office - doesn't pay enough to pay bills) - they all had one thing in common: sick people.

turns out - not only do I not like most people, I really don't like sick people. They're whiny and needy and most are unwilling to help themselves. Some of them make a career out of being sick and those are 80% of the people you see - the pros. It was soul killing. It really was.

that's my experience. I am sure there are those who LOVE it. I thought I would and I was very wrong.

eta: a sense of humor did not help.

Thanks, Bri. I hadn't thought of that. I had assumed I'd be behind the glass and operating the machine. I already feel the impatience with people who won't help themselves or even try, so I can only imagine what thigns will be like in a few years. Even if I remember to repeat the mantra of "it's paying the bills, it's paying the bills" I'm not sure about how long I could take that. I will consider the perspective. I suppose it comes down to what sort of misery do I want to tolerate?

[Trilby]

Originally Posted by footfootfoot

Thanks, Bri. I hadn't thought of that. I had assumed I'd be behind the glass and operating the machine.

You'd be surprised at how much interaction you have to have. Not as much as some health care workers, but more than you want.