this is harder than I thought

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Originally Posted by blue

it was just such a complete lifestyle change overnight.... we won a court battle and became parents 2 days later.

Wow, that's amazing. The court system moves sooo incredibly slowly, and then one day a decision is made and BAM! it's done. Congratulations on your foster son, and like monster said, don't feel like you have to do everything perfectly just because of the circumstances. You are parents and humans just like anyone else, and you'll need a break sometimes.