The Poly Path So Far

[Elspode]

Originally Posted by limey

The numbers thang (You've a-had more-n me an' I don' like it!) does seem a ... well ... a rather unexpectedly macho response from you, Els. Don't take that the wrong way, I mean that you seem more balanced than most guys ...
Yours is not a path I could follow - but I wish you the strength to travel onwards on your journey.
And I think you've put this in the wrong section - it's not at all a Nothingland thread ...

Hey, I'm chagrined and embarassed by these feelings, believe me. No one knows better than I how childish and ridiculous they are for someone who has willingly chosen this path. But I figure that, if the feelings are there, denying that they exist is almost certainly worse than trying to get them out. I think of them as vampirical little bastards...they'll die if I can shine the light of day on them.

I put this in Nothingland because I was feeling stupid and insignificant when I wrote it, and stupid and insignificant are the two chief qualifiers for subject matter in this forum.