Going Home... I Wish.

Ibby · 04-08-2007, 08:07 PM

Nah, I'm still her best friend and we're still on good terms; it was about as 'mutual' as getting dumped can get. I'm the one who encouraged her to come out of the closet, because the closet isnt a nice place to be. I just want her to be happy. She's still really upset about it, possibly more so than I am, and so shes not doing so great (and really, really sick to boot - its between strep, lyme disease, and fucking lupus at this point)... but as soon as she starts feeling a little better about it I may too. But I know I don't really want to move on - not in a stupid pathetic live-in-the-past way, but because I want to be there for her always, because I always want her to be happy, because being her best friend with a crush is better than moving on and losing her.

Beestie · 04-08-2007, 08:35 PM

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Originally Posted by Ibram

...But I know I don't really want to move on - not in a stupid pathetic live-in-the-past way, but because I want to be there for her always, because I always want her to be happy, because being her best friend with a crush is better than moving on and losing her.

Do what works for you but I never thought much of that idea.

Don't make an emotional commitment to someone who won't make one back. Its just not a good idea. Its like riding in the trunk.

Ibby · 04-08-2007, 09:53 PM

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Originally Posted by Beestie

Do what works for you but I never thought much of that idea.

Don't make an emotional commitment to someone who won't make one back. Its just not a good idea. Its like riding in the trunk.

But I mean, we're still like, unbelievably close, and she said herself that it might be, that she hopes it is, a "phase". I personally say its probably not, but... we're still best, best friends, and she still loves me, just 'not in... that way...'.

Even if it is the wrong, uh, course of action... it's the one I want to take, for her.

xoxoxoBruce · 04-08-2007, 10:53 PM

So you really want to be a lesbian?

04-08-2007, 08:07 PM	#1
Ibby erika Join Date: Apr 2006 Location: "the high up north" Posts: 6,127	Nah, I'm still her best friend and we're still on good terms; it was about as 'mutual' as getting dumped can get. I'm the one who encouraged her to come out of the closet, because the closet isnt a nice place to be. I just want her to be happy. She's still really upset about it, possibly more so than I am, and so shes not doing so great (and really, really sick to boot - its between strep, lyme disease, and fucking lupus at this point)... but as soon as she starts feeling a little better about it I may too. But I know I don't really want to move on - not in a stupid pathetic live-in-the-past way, but because I want to be there for her always, because I always want her to be happy, because being her best friend with a crush is better than moving on and losing her. __________________ not really back, you didn't see me, i was never here shhhhhh

04-08-2007, 10:53 PM	#4
xoxoxoBruce The future is unwritten Join Date: Oct 2002 Posts: 71,105	So you really want to be a lesbian? __________________ The descent of man ~ Nixon, Friedman, Reagan, Trump.

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