Why am I such farked in the head??

[limey]

Originally Posted by DucksNuts

I'm the most self destructive nutbag I know.

Every time I think I've met a lovely guy who will be good for me and I am actually really attracted to him, I go into this self destruct mode and push them away with weird stuff until they succumb and bolt.

I'm doing it again!! and I know I am doing it but I cant stop myself.

What drugs should I be taking?? wolf??? Bri???

Tell him you're doing it ... either he'll run (and you're pushing him away anyway) or he'll listen, stop and listen some more .... what've you got to lose?