Hello...I'm new here....looking for support...

[Beautiful_Stranger]

Hi hon;

Again, thank you for your 2 cents! I do appreciate your posting.

As I said, it really had ceased working anyway...and I will certainly know if my depression symptoms return (for me it was circumstantial depression for which I myself sought help rather then mental or emotional illness, referring to your concern of "relapse"). Sigh....I'll think about calling him, lol. I SO hated being tethered to meds, especially without the benefit of feeling better, you know?

Barbara

[farfromhome]

Hi Barbara. Welcome to the cellar. I lived in western NY most of my life. That's where my home is and where I consider home. I know Buffalo ( the largest suburb of Amherst, NY) extremely well.
I know that you are correct ( Brianna) in your reasoning. Still I enjoy people like Barbara who question conventional wisdom. If she feels good and can recognize it then let her go. Sadly, consulting a doctor can be a financial decision many of us are increasingly skipping.

[Beautiful_Stranger]

Hi, Farfromhome;

I went to Amherst schools for 2 years - marvelous area, so different (much more $$) then ours in Kenmore!

Funny you mention the financial thing; actually, my doctor has given me samples since the beginning (that nasty singlemom/deadbeatdad/livinghandtomouth thing)...in spite of my appreciation, I really hated calling for more when I ran out. The real financial problems came when he tried to get me on something else; recognizing that the Lexapro was no longer working out, he sold me on another med (can't remember it now) - how it should be perfect for me. Then we found that my insurance wouldn't pay for that Rx; he didn't receive enough samples of it, I certainly couldn't afford it...I felt as if staying on the Lexapro was a sad consolation price....not the right reason to take such a chemical, in my mind.

(Brianna, I just now phoned my doctor to inquire about my safety in going off cold turkey... I'm a good girl!)

Still....I do want to know the answers to my initial Q's, if anyone can....I'm fascinated by these 'brain jolts'!

Have a great day, all! (bzzzzzp!)
Barbara

[Elspode]

It is entirely possible that the brain jolts are artifacts of your neurochemistry trying to make do with the lower amount of serotonin available. I get dizzy and "zaps" when I miss a single day's dose, and if I go for two days, I'm not really very functional.

Most SRI's and other neuromeds require a slow taper to allow the body to adjust to the alteration in function caused by the lower med doses. I'd see my doc, seriously. Brain zaps ain't normal. Also, one of the most frequent things heard by head docs is "I don't need this stuff anymore". People who get to feeling better while on meds tend to think that they are now fine, and stop taking the stuff. This is pretty much counterintuitive and is a false impression. Usually, they're better *because* they're taking the drugs...

[Beautiful_Stranger]

Originally Posted by Elspode

It is entirely possible that the brain jolts are artifacts of your neurochemistry trying to make do with the lower amount of serotonin available. I get dizzy and "zaps" when I miss a single day's dose, and if I go for two days, I'm not really very functional.

Most SRI's and other neuromeds require a slow taper to allow the body to adjust to the alteration in function caused by the lower med doses. I'd see my doc, seriously. Brain zaps ain't normal. Also, one of the most frequent things heard by head docs is "I don't need this stuff anymore". People who get to feeling better while on meds tend to think that they are now fine, and stop taking the stuff. This is pretty much counterintuitive and is a false impression. Usually, they're better *because* they're taking the drugs...

Dear Elspode;

Yes...that explanation makes great sense. No, brain zaps aren't normal but they certainly seem symptomatic of Lexapro withdrawal, as you yourself have experienced missing only a pill or two. I myself have never been to a "head doc;" but I spoke to my GP (who prescribed the medication for me) today and he said the withdrawal symptoms should let up in a few weeks.

I personally was not a danger to anyone and/or non-functional prior to my doctor's Lexapro recommendation. One thing that we must remember is that, should anyone decide to quit taking this antidepresant (and we're not - I'M not - talking about anti-psychotics here), returning to medication is always an option. My guess is that, knowing who I am and my strong survival instincts, my physician trusts that I will come to him once again if I come to find that the cessation of my daily Lexapro was a mistake.

Thank you for your explanation and your encouragement. Have a super day !

Barbara

[skysidhe]

Originally Posted by Elspode

It is entirely possible that the brain jolts are artifacts of your neurochemistry trying to make do with the lower amount of serotonin available. I get dizzy and "zaps" when I miss a single day's dose, and if I go for two days, I'm not really very functional.

Most SRI's and other neuromeds require a slow taper to allow the body to adjust to the alteration in function caused by the lower med doses. I'd see my doc, seriously. Brain zaps ain't normal. Also, one of the most frequent things heard by head docs is "I don't need this stuff anymore". People who get to feeling better while on meds tend to think that they are now fine, and stop taking the stuff. This is pretty much counterintuitive and is a false impression. Usually, they're better *because* they're taking the drugs...

Gosh you sound like a real doctor. I sometimes forget how smart you are and then bam...right in the kisser.

[Trilby]

Originally Posted by Beautiful_Stranger

As I said, it really had ceased working anyway...Barbara

FLW--

Famous Last Words.