Pagan curiosity

[Undertoad]

since you're living away from all of the civilization that you are feeling a connection to the environment more in line with what we are designed to live in

But, ah, that doesn't mean you should give up the Internet or anything!

[kerosene]

To give up the internet would be to give up the cellar! I could NEVER do that.

Yes, I know I am not designed to live in the rat race. I also realize that the way I feel connected to my environment right now is probably more the way it should be. It makes sense, now, why I never felt that I belonged in a place. Here, I feel that belonging. That being said, I would not rule out the possibility that there is some etheric force in nature until I have a more thorough understanding about the beliefs that are already out there. Right now, all I have are my feelings, which are strong enough, but I have yet to make sense of them. I am hoping, now that I can focus more clearly, to figure out what I want to believe based on my own version of logic and my feelings inside. Maybe there are others out there like me.

Anyway, thanks for the perspective.