Yeah thanks for everything you all posted. I wasn't comparing myself to other people (at least not purposely) especially when my husband and I were going together, but when you're getting an update every day 3 times a day about how someone else is losing weight constantly, it tends to get inside your head no matter what you do. I was proud of him, but it wasn't helpful for me.
Today I earned my sticker, I found a friend who has similar goals to me and needs just as much encouragement/motivation as I do and we went to the little gym this morning. She did 2 miles on the eliptical and I did 20 mins on the treadmil (almost a mile). We then had breakfast together so I could show her my excellent pumpkin boatmeal breakfast that we found, and started talking about how to work on our diet choices as well.
For now, this works for me.