[yesman065]

Originally Posted by anonymous

Thank you for the replies everyone.

I currently do not have time or money for therapy or counseling but we will see in the future.

I personally find it cowardly and unworthy of a man to treat a woman that way, not because I was a victim or knew victims. Moral value.

~~ explodes in violence ~~~my mother's lectures, for hours. I explode with it, because it's my turn.
I know I am a pretty good lecturer too ~~~ I don't want to be like my mother ~ I do get violent when extremely angry. Scary violent. today was the worst of recent memory. Sorry, I will not share the story again because I personally do not like to give strangers this much personal information. (Blah blah blah 4 lines)

I do have an anger problem.

medication I am taking, ~~ cause suicidal thoughts or depression
She was very scared. But I did not touch her. She forgave me ~it was a ludicrous outrage.

now everyone has even more questions I bet. Sorry.

I do have major anger problems. no time to counseling or therapy or spend ~ on it. What I can only do is internalize the feelings and keep my head on. Right?

Freakin A - NOOOOOOOO internalizing is part. . . - OMG

My BS meter is pinned out - All I heard was Sorry sorry sorry - she forgave me so its ok . . . Moms fault - worst day ever - I'm violent but I'm ok...Oh by the way I'm on some serious medication - well duh! Lets start with THAT DOC - he might know. Other than that, I only have one question - why am I bothering with you - You recognize a problem (sort of) justify it (completely) then when help is offered - decline. I'll just say good luck to you and I hope she gets as far away from you as she can before you really hurt her. Harsh? maybe, but true.