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					Originally Posted by  limey
					 
				 
				The numbers thang  (You've a-had more-n me an' I don' like it!) does seem a  ... well ... a rather unexpectedly macho response from you, Els. Don't take that the wrong way, I mean that you seem more balanced than most guys ... 
Yours is not a path I could follow - but I wish you the strength to travel onwards on your journey. 
And I think you've put this in the wrong section - it's not at all a Nothingland thread ... 
			
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 Hey, I'm chagrined and embarassed by these feelings, believe me.  No one knows better than I how childish and ridiculous they are for someone who has willingly chosen this path.  But I figure that, if the feelings are there, denying that they exist is almost certainly worse than trying to get them out.  I think of them as vampirical little bastards...they'll die if I can shine the light of day on them.
I put this in Nothingland because I was feeling stupid and insignificant when I wrote it, and stupid and insignificant are the two chief qualifiers for subject matter in this forum.