It takes maturity and *experience*. Very few males will pass up being involved with the crazy bitch once they've bedded her. Its only after the crazed sex becomes the norm that men are able to step back and view the whole situation...before running screaming, in search of a less frenzied, but saner, fuck.

Bri - like some others here, I'm rather curious as to why you seem to feel the way you do. What has transpired of late that has you feeling "crazy"? I'm guessing that this is at least in part based on someone else's opinion of you, because people seldom stop, look at themselves, and come up with "I'm a crazy bitch". On the contrary - the crazier the bitch, the more likely they are to think themselves perfect and everyone else screwed in the head.

My ex wife comes to mind.

Ain't that the truth!

Hmm.....
Seems to describe The Wife.

Or the ex wife.

Her name was plaintiff.

lol @ the capn' - - - mine too.

Thank you for remembering me after all these years, 3 foots. I missed all of you and decided to see what's up here.

I finally came out of the closet IRL about 18 months ago. I am in early transition M->F. The trigger was not being able to do the mens' AA program. After another relapse, I decided to do AA as a female. It's been great and I finally got 1 year of sobriety.

I've been accepted into the lesbian fellowship in San Jose. I do everyday things with them such as movies, dinner, watching The L Word, moving and attended one wedding.

Now eligible for hormones, I am little afraid of this next step. I will be getting feminine voice/movement coaching soon. I've done laser on the beard and chest hair.

Thanks to everyone here for putting up with my nonsense as this forum was the place I started to come out of the closet.

Wow, Gwennie! That's a lot going on in your life, for sure.

Congrats on each day!

Hope you stick around.

No problem, man... er, Ma'am. You were always entertaining, what more could we ask? Stick around, or at least keep us posted on your progress. I, for one, would love to here about the experience. :thumb:

Wotcher Gwennie - glad to see you back!

hi Gwennie, I didn't know you, but you sound like just what we need right now, if you can put up with us....

Hey, good to see you again Gwennie!
Best wishes with your 'next step' -- you're right, it's a big one. But you can do it! Glad you're getting support from the community.

Rock,
Have you read The World According to Garp? Ellen Jamesian?

Lesbian trapped in a man's body? I have that a little bit myself. I get by in spite of it. Be strong, sister!

Through most of the Cellar's life there has been a TS or three running around. Good luck on your journey.

Welcome back Gwennie.
Wow - what a huge change.
Many congrats on the alcohol nixing, and hope that the hormones aren't too much of a shock. It's a logical step and I'm sure you'll handle it with all the support you are getting.

Come over into the RFN thread and show us a picture you you feel ready (maybe not for a while I guess).

Good luck.

Welcome Back Gwennie. You've been missed.

Brianna, I don't think you're a mental bitch.