Why am I constantly eating?
I'll tell you why: Coz I'm off Atkins. I eat because I'm addicted! I keep telling myself that I'm going back on Atkins...but, I don't. I'm totally going to start-right after I finish this Chinese Pie.
What's a Chinese pie? :confused:
I think you can't stop eating because you have to read wierd turn of the last century English poetry. I'd be depressed, too, if I had to read "Dulce et Decorum Est." Why don't you switch your major to Spanish or Latin American Studies? That way you could be reading Naruda or Gabriel Garcia Marquez or Isabelle Allende.
Mexican and Latin American Cuisine is wonderful, too. You'd have to search out the specialty shops to get all the ingredients in the recipes given in "Like Water for Chocolate."
How did you ever make out with Houseman, BTW. and were my suggestions re "Dulce" any help?
Chinese pie is shepherd's pie only you use ground sirloin, not lamb.
And here I sit, eating a popsicle. Sigh. Yeah, I AM thinking of switching my major.
I made out with Housman ok. Still trying to come up with thesis statement for Dulce. ---man, I wish it was Dulce de leche! :yum:
Well, good luck. "Dulce" is one of the more depressing things I've ever read and much good it did the author dying to be able to write it first with authority.
It would take me a dozen Chinese pies to get through writing about THAT poem!
Yes, I eat comfort foods to excess. Anxiety, pressure, insecurity are the appetizers.
Bri - how did you find Atkins? My gf is currently doing it and has done really well, but I wonder what it teaches her long term?
Anyways, I eat out of comfort too or coz its there...like if I have chocolate in the house, I HAVE to eat it.
I run daily and gym 5 times a week....so I dont pay too much attention though, my problem is usually not eating enough.
Bri, you wanna go on a diet with me?
Bri, you wanna go on a diet with me?
Hey, yeah! That's a great idea. What do you want to do? What kind?
I'm thinking that we ( and anyone else that wants in) should do whatever diet we feel ok with, but we have a thread where we post EVERYTHING we eat, and all of the excercise we get. EVERY DAY.
then we can update the thread with pounds or inches lost ( you don't have to tell us your weight, just how much you lost/gained)
thoughts?
J and I have both lost 20 lbs in the last 6 weeks.
I hesitate to mention, because you know, I mentioned it before and failed, and that was annoying and embarrassing.
So far it's Weight Watchers which gets it done for me, and I've admitted that I'm unable to do this on my own. It's expensive for what it is, but the savings in food actually make up for the weekly fees. Amazing what happens to the cash budget when there's no pizza coming out of it.
I just started a diet last Wednesday. I don't own a scale, so I'm not sure if I've lost any weight, but I feel like it.
Maybe we should start a diet thread (unless somebody has already done that). I would play along!
I'm thinking that we ( and anyone else that wants in) should do whatever diet we feel ok with, but we have a thread where we post EVERYTHING we eat, and all of the excercise we get. EVERY DAY.
then we can update the thread with pounds or inches lost ( you don't have to tell us your weight, just how much you lost/gained)
thoughts?
I would love this! I think it's a great idea. I need accountability--and UT congrats! And to you, Seakdivers. Ok--so, tomorrow we begin?
I would love to lose a few pounds, but the eve of a big move is not the time to try it. Good luck to everyone and I may join the weight loss thread once I've made it to my new home. :)
sorry, no crazy liars allowed in this one.
ew, was that too mean?
sorry, no crazy liars allowed in this one.
ew, was that too mean?
I guess that leaves me out too. Mari, we'll have to start our own liar's thread just for dregs like us.
sorry, no crazy liars allowed in this one.
ew, was that too mean?
Nah, LJ, it was just the same old boring rhetoric. You've never liked me. You don't like me now, and its a safe bet that you'll never like me in the future. I don't lose any sleep at night over your comments; so, to answer your question, it wasn't too mean. :rolleyes:
Instead of a homo phob he's a crazy phob, or lier phob
He needs to be 'de sentitized' so he can get in touch with his inner crazy child.:)
:lol: I think LJ just has a guilty conscience cuz he sometimes posts as BiglargeMcHuge or Lumberpoet or even Jinx. ;)
go here mari - Read. You will feel immediatly sane about yourself .
Come back and be at peace with me :D
http://www.audiogalaxy.com/pages/messageBoard.php?&context=forum&contextID=2:lol: I think LJ just has a guilty conscience cuz he sometimes posts as BiglargeMcHuge or Lumberpoet or even Jinx. ;)
That's interesting. BiglargeMcHuge was messing around with Gwennie! and she didn't realize it was LJ. I guess she had it coming.
Wow! Thanks for the excursion into wierdness, sidhe. I think burgers are too good for him!
Rock Steady, LJ likes to go after the posters of the feminine persuasion at times. If he thinks there's a weakness, he tries to go in for the kill. Obviously, he failed with you and me. ;)
ok.....any other crazy liars want to weigh in on this?
Well not if Brianna is using livers in her recipes. I think that is severe enough for anyone.
welcome lj.....are you getting in touch with your inner crazy child? hummm? :P
[editing to vote]
yes I would like to weigh in on this thread......whether or not a pun was intended.
Wow! Thanks for the excursion into wierdness, sidhe. I think burgers are too good for him!
Rock Steady, LJ likes to go after the posters of the feminine persuasion at times. If he thinks there's a weakness, he tries to go in for the kill. Obviously, he failed with you and me. ;)
hey. i didnt really say that just to be mean. i mean that if the thread is going to be done, then you have to trust that your diet buddies are being honest. otherwise, your motivation suffers.
mari, you can think im a misogenist all you want, but it's just not true. You're just an attention whore, and a redundant fabricator. So, naturally, you assume that I must 'just hate women' because there
couldn't possibly be anything wrong with your whole freakin' act.
Sky, you are definitely beginning to demonstrate the crazy part. i don;t know what you're lying about yet, but time will tell, I'm sure.
RockGwennie, i don't dislike you, I just think you're a little creepy.
Can we all just let this drop? It's been done.
Yes I lie lj. I like to pretend I am funny lj.....
.....hense
yes I would like to weigh in on this thread......whether or not a pun was intended.
get it? weigh = diet thread as in weight ??
[edit] in fact I thought this whole thread was lighthearted ( or at least I was) ....no heart feelings. See this is why face to face is better.
oh well
RockGwennie, i don't dislike you, I just think you're a little creepy.
Thank you for saying that. I don't mind if you think I am creepy as long as you don't dislike me. I'm fragile. I'm a pleaser. I'm a doormat.
Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. :)
Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. :)
ok we're* on our way.....
@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.
Why am I constantly eating? I'll tell you why: Coz I'm off Atkins. I eat because I'm addicted!
Well, you're half right. It doesn't have anything to do with being off Atkins, but more likely because you've developed a chemical dependence to the dopamine released in your brain when you eat something. Treat the addiction for what it is, or treat the root cause that leaves you dependent on it, and you'll beat it.
...but, from the looks of the health thread, you might be well on your way!
ok we're* on our way.....
@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.
that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.
still think he's cool?
ick
hey. i didnt really say that just to be mean. i mean that if the thread is going to be done, then you have to trust that your diet buddies are being honest. otherwise, your motivation suffers.
mari, you can think im a misogenist all you want, but it's just not true. You're just an attention whore, and a redundant fabricator. So, naturally, you assume that I must 'just hate women' because there couldn't possibly be anything wrong with your whole freakin' act.
Sky, you are definitely beginning to demonstrate the crazy part. i don;t know what you're lying about yet, but time will tell, I'm sure.
RockGwennie, i don't dislike you, I just think you're a little creepy.
Can we all just let this drop? It's been done.
that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.
still think he's cool?
ick
You know, LJ, you're the one who brought the subject up in the first place, and you're the one who continued to post about it.
Things are NEVER done with you. What about the time you posted those pic's of Jinx, and she made you remove them.
still think that's cool?
ick
When I see a post by Jinx anymore, I always wonder if its her or you. When I see a post by a new user, I sometimes wonder if they're just one of your sock puppets like BiglargeMcHuge is.
You chased Garnet off the board. You were mean to Flippant and she retaliated by creating Atropos. You never had a kind word to say to DanaC and she seldom posts here, anymore. You were mean to Gwennie/Rock Steady. You're mean to a lot of people. All that saves you is that you can be funny at times.
I didn't bring this stuff up. You did. Who's the attention whore here?
I'm confused about this #1
I don't have the physical energy or the inclination to become involved in another internet family fued #2
so excuse me if I gracefully bow out. :hide:
@ RockSteady,
I didn't know you were female. I think you're cool. I am sorry your feelings were hurt. I hurt for you. Some people were not born sensitive so he said hurtful things. I'm sorry. I'd give you a hug if you needed one.
Thank you for the cyber-hug. As I posted on the No-Name thread, I was hurt and broken at work, rejected. So, this little exchange here with LJ was an outlet for me to express how I was feeling about rejection at work. I really identify with Terry Hatcher these days, successful, but still very fragile.
Some men feel they were born into the wrong body. I don't identify with that at all. I just feel that my personality is more female.
I have several female friends that I hang out with, write to, and/or speak with on the phone. I like being mutually supportive with them as we all go thru stuff.
that's the thing, sky. RS pretended to be female for like 6 months (even going so far as to tell us about her pregenancy) and then one day admits she's a dude. A millionaire that is obsessed with gwen stefani.
still think he's cool?
ick
I'm sorry for all that. And, I'm sorry to get tangled up in your situation with Mari. I didn't realize there was so much history there.
As I said, the rejection at work made me want to write about how I was fragile, hurt, and damaged. I just engaged you so I could write about my misery. Again I apologize.
But, I knew I could count on you to beat me up when I wanted it. Thank you. ;)
Things are NEVER done with you. What about the time you posted those pic's of Jinx, and she made you remove them.
What??
When I see a post by Jinx anymore, I always wonder if its her or you.
That's very funny. It's like you're trying to compare a couple that shares computers to a crazy person that creates identities and then talks amongst themself.
In reality, if one of us posts with the other's login (it's rare but it has happened), we always fix it or make a notation.
Who's the attention whore here?
You are.
do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?
It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.
It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.
@ Rock, Responding to your note. No, I actually thought you were a guy. Someone eluded 'gwen' so I thought female. In fact I asked, " I didn't know you were female'
Lastly I don't really care. Bottom line. No heart feelings but I can't care about peoples internet obsessions and fixations. I just want you to know where I stand. You've both been nice to me but I don't have good judgement on the net. Some private fued you all have and here I am cracking jokes and poking lj with a stick. .....lord ....see? no judgement.
So, Just so you know. I have no rancor. I have no undue emotion just my own boundries. ok
do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?
Now this is getting weird. The two incidents are getting mixed together. And they happend 6 months apart.
No, Mari never pretended to be anyone.
And, on this thread I never pretended to be female, yet you, sky, thought I was female anyway. I guess because a guy never admits to being fragile, weak, and a door mat. But that is me.
I should write some Text Analysis software that summarizes a member's postings to distill an accurate bio. Seriously, I have annotated, discussed and defended my "exploring my feminine side" quite a lot here at the Cellar. Yet LJ can just slam me in a couple of sentences and I have to go thru the whole fucking story all over again.
Let me just say one thing, any thing that Gwennie! said about pregnancy were word-for-word quotes from pregnant women, including Gwen Stefani. I mean literally word-for-word.
my feelings arn't based on lj
and as for what you do.....It's your life. I am not wrapping my mind around it but that is just where I am. I don't want to talk about it anymore. I just asked you a question instead of presumming. Lets just have fun k?
To bring this thread back on topic...
I prettymuch eat constantly, though thanks to the miracle metabolism of youth, I am still rather thin. Though I'm sure that'l change. Anyway, my point is that I always eat, and I think it's because I eat for taste, not for hunger. I eat cause I like how things taste, not cause I'm hungry and I need food. I'm always snacking on something, and it's never anything good for me -- and my face shows it. It doesn't really bother me, but I oughtta do something about it. Any suggestions past those already mentioned?
I just made and ate chocolate cake. I am kinda celebrating. So I ate it late. I am thumbing my nose at my metabolism. I have a bad thyroid but begin my medication in the morning. I'm thinking my metabolism will soon be taking care of things like that. I weigh I35 so I am not too far off my goal.
I wanted to post what I ate on the other thread but lunch and dinner of black beans and rice.( small servings) One 8 oz cup of cola , two four ounze cups of milk and two coffees for breakfast dosn't seem too healthy like their fancy turkey wraps and such :P
135? I weigh 135ish, I hope you don't mean you're trying to lose weight...
Yes I am.
You're probably tall. I am short. I could lose 5 pounds and I'd still have curves. Ten pounds?? I don't know. I might like skinny?
I am slightly chubby around the waist. Just five pounds would look like alot of weight and I havn't been able to loose it. Now I will once my thyroid starts to do its job properly .10 pounds off would make me look feel as tall as you are
hears crickets
You're think'in I should join the diet thread huh?
You're think'in I should join the diet thread huh?
It's ok, honey. The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop drink...er, eating so darn much. We accept everyone, even skinny people! :)
I wasn't saying you were fat, I was more astounded by the "short", because I'm not thaaaat tall... I wouln't call myself short, but I'm sure not tall.
do you have alt names mari?
did you really pretend you were female Gwen?
It's really nice to give someone the opportunity to defend themselves and
Although I want to be slow to judge because I have been accused of doing what I never think to do. On one hand I don't really care if people want to waste their life playing some kind of weird internet obsession thing but on the other hand I have had it up to here with peoples weird internet obsession things. I don't think I can support that behavior.
It goes against truth , integrity. It goes against being our most real self. That includes alot of humility. I don't think people that can pretend ,which only hurts others, must have alot of or any humility.
No, I don't have alt names, Sidhe. For about the 6 millionth time, I had a 3 D friend who I introduced to the Cellar. She took the user name of Flippant. We used to talk about what was going on here, and we'd sometimes end up posting from one another's computers and forgetting to log the other one off before we sent our posts. This confused people, naturally. LJ accused Flippant of being me which really pissed her off. She decided to give him what he wanted and created an alter ego she called Atropos. I eventually got accused of being BOTH Flippant AND Atropos. Flippant whimped out and quit the board and left me to deal with the fallout.
LJ never misses a chance to bring up this incident and accuse me all over again. It gets old, to say the least.
I have a sock puppet, I call Buddha and everyone knows "Buddha" is really me. The rest of the time I post here as Marichiko. That's it.
And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.
He deleted his 'it's my job to be an asshole speach by picking out peoples fautls...ect ect. He claims to get info 'subliminal'
His talk is crazy. I only have the 'talk of a simpleton' which drives him even crazier.
I think I'll do you all a favor and leave so I don't torment him with all this subliminal info he claims to get. * cough cough* lj = :crazy: freak
Maybe you should try wearing tin foil on your head, ya jerk.
please people, judge for yourselves. Read my posts here. I was having fun and someone besides me was the mental tweaker.
And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.
I also found a twin. Our poetry is so simular my enimies stalked that page and started more than a rumour. A smear campain. I am not supprized it came this far. ie: to the cellar. Not even Flint could not help himself after a year of me being gone. I left because really am not a fighter and during this year I have found the things that are more worthy of concideration.
One of those things of worth is my buddy poet friend Shawn. We are the best of friends, soul friends even. To this day we adore each other dearly. We see each other every year. We call each other weekly and send boxes one to another. He is a beautiful soul a songwriter and musician. I have learned alot from him and was so hoping there would be other beautiful souls here.
And just because once he gets ahold of bad idea he refuses to spit it out, LJ has also implied that TONCHI is another persona which Mari has invented. I suppose I should be grateful that he "likes me better than the others" but he is still talking through his hat (without the seer stones). I happily confess that Marichiko has turned out to be my long-lost evil twin and I am really looking forward to meeting her, but I never knew she existed until about a year ago. LJ reminds me of the smarmy characters played by John Laroquette in the 1990's. I actually visualize him as looking like that actor, except I know that Mr. Laroquette is a talented man who is only acting, and LJ is not.
methinks thou dost protesteth too much. I think i only mentioned that once, as a poke. you seem rather damaged by it though. funny you should rush to her defense now with such enthusiasm. has this been building a while? It just occured to me that you joined during the time period that marichiko was away, and you are similar in nature......not a reflection on you so much as a general distrust of all things multichiko. Likening me to john laroquette? wow. that's just ........stupid.
i guess i did indirectly say you're like mari, though, so i guess.......well whatever.
don't forget to eat a dick!
He deleted his 'it's my job to be an asshole speach by picking out peoples fautls...ect ect. He claims to get info 'subliminal'
His talk is crazy. I only have the 'talk of a simpleton' which drives him even crazier.
I think I'll do you all a favor and leave so I don't torment him with all this subliminal info he claims to get. * cough cough* lj = :crazy: freak
Maybe you should try wearing tin foil on your head, ya jerk.
please people, judge for yourselves. Read my posts here. I was having fun and someone besides me was the mental tweaker.
this one?
or was it
this one?
maybe
this one?
Anyway. i don't delete or alter my posts after they've been read. you do:
I erased it! There's that lovely 'edit' button!
oh and not to worry. I have an older brother JUST LIKE YOU.
and I have a left brain only son too SOO I do know what I am saying here.
There is nothing wrong with saying 'me too' if I hide my previous post.
right? I don't see the problem-o
If you were lurking in that thread then you should have said something. I thought I was free and clear to erase my confession. Now you've gone and made it public record.
hehe ...whatever.
eww I don't want to hit his asshole button. * holds nose*
please. you came on here crying about being roughed up by those mean and nasty AGers. A YEAR AGO. I'm the crazy one? if you're gonna leave, leave. otherwise, don't post 'me too' after every post, and don't change your posts after the fact.
Hey, don't think for a minute that being crazy (in anybody's opinion) eliminates you from posting at the Cellar. Lot's of people can be crazy with dignity, and some of them eventually become very famous for it! Sometimes, when the need for being crazy goes away, people also give up being crazy. Only being an insufferable prick or a spammer disqualifies you from writing here. But I do have a suggestion to make. The one person I know who is DEFINITELY crazy used to constantly post that nobody appreciated her so she was leaving forever. (She never did, unfortunately, stay away long, because her need for an audience overweighed her paranoia and I am still stuck with her on the other forum which I am Administrator of.) So please do not go *sniff * I am leaving. If there is anything to you at all, you will have to learn to stand up for yourself and ignore unpleasant people who are poking at you for no particular reason except that your existence pisses them off. It's a lot more satisfying to STAY and hold your own just to piss them off. That is the true Cellar tradition :)
i guess i did indirectly say you're like mari, though, so i guess.......well whatever.
You said it once, I rebutted it once. We are even and the issue is dead now, right?
don't forget to eat a dick!
Oh, I will, I will. I love them cut up into little bitty pieces so that I can savor the flavor best.
Anyway. i don't delete or alter my posts after they've been read. you do:
Oh, yeah? What about those revealing pix of Jinx that were up for a few hours and then suddenly deleted? Hmmmm...?
I edit my punctuation and flow of sentance. Otherwise lj and Flint would go postal.
I joke alot. It dosn't come accross well in print. I understand it comes off out of place. I am not going for self pity for saying I may leave. I am trying to decide if I want my text style and spelling to irritate people? do I want to live with jerks? Do I want to annoy jerks so badly they got to put someones rep and mental state down? Do I want internet freaks to notice me so much?
I have alot on my plate in life. Good stuff. I work hard and progress is being made. I want a place for fun. I think if fun is not in the cards here then I shouldn't be here.
hmmm. i thought you had a bad memory? funny you should remember that.
anyway, those pics weren't taken down. the picture trail album they were in was replaced.....
they weren't meant to be up there permanently. if you miss them so much, i could email them to you.
also, it was a picture of her butt in a bathing suit. not like i posted soft porn of my wife or something. she's got a great ass. yours prolly looks like a bag full of doorknobs.
Oh, I remember certain things. I'm not a complete amnesiac. This was
the thread. . I remember thinking how pissed I'd be if my SO posted pix like that of ME. The pix were taken down. In Jinx's words:
I redid the album for public viewing though, and the butt didn't make the cut.
I would
really hate for newcomers to not know the truth, you know?
Oh please.... I re-did the album hosting the pictures, as planned, comprende? That means it went from everything on the camera - to the keepers, the good pictures that I wanted to share with friends and family. Jim takes a picture of my butt just about every time he picks up the camera. I don't mind, but I also don't think anyone else is as infatuated with it as he is- thus, the butt shot didn't make the cut. Did I indicate somewhere that I had a problem with a picture Jim posted? Go back and actually read the thread you linked. Actually, I don't even think *you* think there was an issue there, but you'd rather focus on that than your habit of making shit up.
Whatever. You'll keep making shit up and posting it in every thread, Jim will keep taking pics of my ass, I'll keep letting myself get sucked into your drama and then get annoyed with myself for it.... like sands thru the hour glass, these are the days of our lives....
Jim will keep taking pics of my ass,
woohoo!
I'll keep letting myself get sucked into your drama and then get annoyed with myself for it.... like sands thru the hour glass, these are the days of our lives....
No, you'll keep letting yourself get sucked into
LJ'S drama, like sands thru the hour glass, these are the days of YOUR life - NOT mine. I NEVER made anything up, but I have accepted that as long as LJ and I continue to both post on this board, I'll have to put up with his false accusations and you will support him. LJ is lucky to have you, but you could do better. Thus ends round 417 of LJ hates Marichiko. Until next time.
OK, folks, I love you both, Mari and LJ. This exchange is now painful to watch,
Just...... just.... Just stop talking to each other. Damn. No more last words, barbs, pokes, insults, and fuck yous.
Geez.... Just today, I was on the Central Expressway in Sunnyvale when these two guys ahead of me started giving the finger to each other at 60 MPH. All the cars near me slowed down and backed off these two idiots. One guy in a Cadillac and the other in a Mercedes. Good thing one of them exited at the last minute.
Whew.
Please stop fighting. Please.
Thank you.
Not even Flint could not help himself after a year of me being gone.
Please leave me out of your crazy bullshit, okay? I have tried to be friends with you but you are impossible to talk to. You don't make any sense, and you lash out with irrational conspiracy theories at the drop of a hat. Every time I turn around I see you bad-mouthing AG and accusing everybody from that site of being against you. Hello? Paranoid delusions? Get over yourself, not everything is about you, not everything is a jab at your over-sensitive psyche. I have yet to be able to have a conversation with you where you don't go on a freak-out tangent. (And, by the way, the edit button is not a magic time machine.)
For the record, this is what I remember about you from AG: I thought you were pretty cool, I thought you had interesting things to say, then you pretty much started stalking me, and I started wishing you would back off a little, and then you started leaving hate-filled tirades on my message board. That's it. I was never aware of any organized conspiracy against you. Based on my experience with you, it seems likely to me that this was all in your imagination.
I was willing to let all that be in the past - after all, who cares about some internet nonsense from years ago? But you are still obsessing on whatever it is you think happened, you haven't learned anything. the fact that I even have to be talking to you about this is unbelievable. This is the internet, if you get your feelings hurt on the internet then you're doing something wrong. Jesus fucking christ.
too late, dude. she already split.
...why?! :::confused cartoon face:::
I have a sock puppet, I call Buddha and everyone knows "Buddha" is really me. The rest of the time I post here as Marichiko. That's it.
Oops, now hang on a sec, don't forget
this alter ego. You know, the one you created to claim that
UT banned you when he obviously didn't.
You never even tried to explain this one, that I recall.
:3_eyes: :rollanim: :bitching: :dedhors2:
This is a response to flint because I actually do care what he thinks.
I realized I embarrassed you along time ago. I was very much smitten and I couldn't capture your attention so I wrote stupid poetry.:o :eek: I can't even believe I did that.
I don't remember bad things on your message board.It obviously still bothers you. I appologize.
You told me on AG that you didn't think I was stalking you but I don't expect you to remember that either.
(About conspiracy theorys) I never said there was one BUT My friend Shawns and my poetry page was compromized on AG somehow. That wasn't my imagination. You don't remember that fiasco because I spent 2 years there just talking to SHAWN, not you. I have lived a lifetime in the heart of someone else. You also didn't partake in the bashing and revealing of what you do not like about me like you are doing now. You were way out of my mind for years.
Shawn's page
http://audiogalaxy.com/user/profile.php?&uid=35052956
( about the cellar)
You came here with that, ' lets learn from individuals'ideal and I thought it was so hypocritical.
Hypocritical because you lied. You can no more accept this person who dosn't fit in your nice little box of a mind anymore than a fanactical christain can accept anyother faith.I say these things calmly.I am more of cold hearted bitch rather than a hold flamming maniac.
I don't like being accused of being something I am not. I am not interesting enough to be crazy. I am so straight I would bore anyone to death. I don't have the luxury of being anything else.
I am a person who has made alot of mistakes. Who has appologized. Who wondered why you just couldn't say what you were feeling at the time it mattered. ie: pm me and ask me to stop posting poetry. :blush:
I am not a very good internet person. Thank goodness Shawn cut off our internet thing and immediatly became a part of my real life.I have grown as a person and don't want to be sucked into that arguing trap. You carry that old stigma with you for me.
...so guess what all this openness will get me??
more name calling?? or somekind of understanding?
or how about just a plan ole
huh??
Oops, now hang on a sec, don't forget this alter ego. You know, the one you created to claim that UT banned you when he obviously didn't.
You never even tried to explain this one, that I recall.
Duh, just how much of a genius does it take to realize that Mari-not-welcome was me? What? Did you lay awake nights over it, trying to figure out who that really was? And guess what? I FORGOT about that.
[COLOR="black"][COLOR="Red"][FONT="Arial Black"][SIZE="7"]AND GUESS WHAT ELSE? UT MOST CERTAINLY DID BAN ME AT THE TIME AND SYCAMORE CALLED HIM ON IT. NO DOUBT, UT HAS SMOKED SO MUCH POT HE HAS FORGOTTEN, BUT NUMB BRAIN HERE HASN'T. SO FESS UP, YOU LOVER OF HONESTY YOU. OR BAN ME AGAIN SO I WON'T BRING UP ANY MORE UNCOMFORTABLE THINGS FOR YOU.[/SIZE][/FONT][/COLOR][/COLOR]
KO,
You don't get to threaten people here. Me or anyone else. Buh bye.
Jeez. WTF? That was no threat. Unless you actually think she had uncomfortable things about you to bring up, she was talking about stuff like the dangers of weed.
Jeez. WTF? That was no threat. Unless you actually think she had uncomfortable things about you to bring up, she was talking about stuff like the dangers of weed.
i don't know about that monkey...... those huge red letters skeered me to death!!
;)
Thead-jack!
not really. the bashing is a big fat over eating joke. :p
thass better. keep up mahn! *shakes you back into reality*
Why am I constantly eating? Because people keep offering me food, and all they want in return is a little money!
Wow, lots of drama here. Read at your peril!
LOL, little late to the party on this one V?
Read "In Defense of Food"
We are now getting 3X the yield from an acre of wheat than we were 35 years ago. That same acre of wheat, at triple the yield has 1/3 the nutrients...
Eat more calories (3x) to gain the same nutrients.
For the first time in human history morbidly obese people are showing up at clinics with diseases such as scurvy and rickets, normally associated with malnutrition
I feel a whole lot more informed after reading this thread. I always miss this stuff. Geez!
LOL, little late to the party on this one V?
Not really. Just browsing old threads, this one still had some meat on the bone...
Posted on 04-25-2006
Ok! It's TOMORROW already and time to start eating like a reasonable human being! Everyone who wants to come over to the health thread, come on over! I'm starting the Weight Loss Thread--and, I am GOING TO LOSE WEIGHT. :)
Skipping all that nasty stuff.... I found this stood out.
I reckon Brianna HAS lost some weight - just a guess - but not quite how she planned it.
Hope you're feeling well Bri!