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Old 08-31-2012, 02:54 PM   #1
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I am a whore...

I will admit it; as I have no place to turn. Sure I cheated, but so did she. I never let her meet any of my girlfriends because most of them were my lovers. I did not want her to know how much of a whore I was...

In fairness to me; she had 'Daddy's money' and was a cold callous person who lacked emotion. I tried to drag emotion out of her; but I failed. So if she wants to walk away; so be it...

So, who messed up more?? Me or her??

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Old 08-31-2012, 03:18 PM   #2
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Can we keep her? Pleeeeease?
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:21 PM   #3
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She only whores for women, Jim. Let's let monkey keep her.
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:32 PM   #4
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She only whores for women, Jim. Let's let monkey keep her.
Well, I hope I am welcome here. I feel that everyone needs a 'safe haven.' The past few years have been extremely difficult for me. Pills, alcohol...depression. At times I wonder when I leave my dark apartment if I shall ever return...

I have been pushed so far down; and at times do not leave the house for days; as I do not wish to interact with anyone. Because people can be so cruel. Thank you for accepting me into the forum...

Thank you,
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:34 PM   #5
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She only whores for women, Jim. Let's let monkey keep her.
I have enough friends. But if someone dies I'll keep her in mind.
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:39 PM   #6
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I have enough friends. But if someone dies I'll keep her in mind.
Everyone needs someone. so I am not sure as to the nature of your note. However; being kind goes a long way. When darkness and light are put in a room; the light will always win...

However, if I do 'off' myself; I am going to do it on Xmas eve; at the stroke of midnight. At times I stay away from bridges and the train terminals ~ because I fear I may jump...

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Old 08-31-2012, 03:47 PM   #7
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so, like on the 23rd at 11:59 you'll put the gun to your head? or on the 24th....which would actually be christmas at midnight?
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:50 PM   #8
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so, like on the 23rd at 11:59 you'll put the gun to your head? or on the 24th....which would actually be christmas at midnight?
I do not have a gun. I would jump in front of the 4. Do you know why I am afraid to walk across the BK bridge?? I fear I may have a panic attack and jump...
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:55 PM   #9
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Burger King or the Rootbeer?
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Old 08-31-2012, 03:58 PM   #10
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Burger King or the Rootbeer?
How do you always know how to find me so quickly??? I get kind of freightened about that; as I am a bit timid and shy. The 4 is in reference to the Lex. Ave. express train. BK is in reference to the Brooklyn Bridge. One of them will someday take my life; yet this will be archived here forever. It is a very strange concept... molly
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Old 08-31-2012, 04:02 PM   #11
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Its the full moon and..................

He's Baaaaaackkk!
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Old 08-31-2012, 04:14 PM   #12
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Old 08-31-2012, 04:16 PM   #13
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I just noticed at the bottom of the page!!! It says; 'Welcome our newest member starring molly.' It certainly brightened my day!! My own personal greeting from the webmasters I suppose.

Speaking of that. Who is in charge here?? And I see there is a donation mug. When I get a new job; I will help fill the mug!! Cheers!!

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Old 08-31-2012, 04:16 PM   #14
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We need to set molly up with JBKlyde so molly can be saved.

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Old 08-31-2012, 04:20 PM   #15
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Can someone please explain what is going on here?? I just arrived here; yet some have me confused with someone else. So, just let me be. You have no idea what it is like wishing for love; day after day; yet it is always someone else. Please do not ask me where I went; just let me go then...as no one here wants to help me ; nor offer advice...

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