I'm Able To READ AGAIN!!!

06-16-2007, 11:44 PM

The book took me two days. A very long time for me.
I don't know if I've adjusted to the meds, gotten used to the pain, or both, sufficiently
But I've finally gotten my faculties back to a point to where I can concentrate, retain, focus enough to where I can maintain my train of thought and remember what I am doing well enough to read fiction again.
I cannot tell you how HUGE this is for me.
I used to read at least one or two books a day.
To lose such a large part of my life, such an enormous source of comfort, escape, such a large part of who I AM is indescribable.
Equally indescribable is having it back.
I don't know how long I have been able to read again... honestly I have been too afraid to try.
SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!

Aliantha · 06-17-2007, 01:39 AM

Congrats rkz. I can't imagine what it would be like to not be able to read comfortably.

Lucky you mate.

Cloud · 06-17-2007, 01:52 PM

yay! so what's on your "to-read" list?

Sundae · 06-17-2007, 02:15 PM

I try to stay away from hyperbole like, "I'd rather die than..." but I struggle to see how I could live my life with any pleasure without being able to read.

Pleased your eyes are back to what they weren't designed for, but what the brain cries for.

HungLikeJesus · 06-17-2007, 02:47 PM

rkz -- glad to hear it. For those times when you can't read with your eyes, have you tried audio books? I really enjoy these (if it's a good reader) when I'm in my car, and have recently started downloading podcasts (NPR, old-time radio, spanish lessons, etc.). If you haven't tried audio books and podcasts, you might find them to be useful for those times when your eyes aren't up to reading.

@SG -- "designed for"?

Sundae · 06-17-2007, 03:13 PM

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Originally Posted by HLJ

"designed for"?

I understood - I might be wrong - that human eyes evolved primarily for distance vision - ie scanning the horizon for prey with occasional detail work. This means we are subject to headaches and eye strain in a modern environment. I have nothing to back this up - read it years ago.

HungLikeJesus · 06-17-2007, 03:33 PM

SG -- I was just kidding you. I assumed you were promoting ID.

Sundae · 06-17-2007, 03:42 PM

Aye aye

I figured it was my choice of words, but answered in good faith (pun acknowledged) for clarity.

fargon · 06-17-2007, 04:34 PM

When I was driving trucks, I would rent audio books, I would just get on down the road and enjoy. When you can't read it is a great alternative.

DanaC · 06-17-2007, 04:42 PM

Talking of audio books: the Audio version of Jeff Noon's "Vurt" as read by Paul McGann is a must hear!

I get the impression from rkz, though, that the problem has been more in his ability to concentrate and therefore keep track of a plot, rather than visual impairment...I may be wrong. In which case even audio books would be no good. Horrible. Rkz, glad to hear you can indulge in books again.

06-17-2007, 08:30 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by DanaC

Talking of audio books: the Audio version of Jeff Noon's "Vurt" as read by Paul McGann is a must hear!

I get the impression from rkz, though, that the problem has been more in his ability to concentrate and therefore keep track of a plot, rather than visual impairment...I may be wrong. In which case even audio books would be no good. Horrible. Rkz, glad to hear you can indulge in books again.

Exactly, and another's interpretation is unpleasant to me.

06-17-2007, 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by Cloud

yay! so what's on your "to-read" list?

What's not?

elSicomoro · 06-17-2007, 09:07 PM

Way to go Rob!

Cloud · 06-17-2007, 09:17 PM

cereal boxes?

06-17-2007, 09:22 PM

Bring em' on.

06-16-2007, 11:44 PM	#1
rkzenrage Guest Posts: n/a	I'm Able To READ AGAIN!!! The book took me two days. A very long time for me. I don't know if I've adjusted to the meds, gotten used to the pain, or both, sufficiently But I've finally gotten my faculties back to a point to where I can concentrate, retain, focus enough to where I can maintain my train of thought and remember what I am doing well enough to read fiction again. I cannot tell you how HUGE this is for me. I used to read at least one or two books a day. To lose such a large part of my life, such an enormous source of comfort, escape, such a large part of who I AM is indescribable. Equally indescribable is having it back. I don't know how long I have been able to read again... honestly I have been too afraid to try. SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!

06-17-2007, 01:39 AM	#2
Aliantha trying hard to be a better person Join Date: Jan 2006 Location: Brisbane, Australia Posts: 16,493	Congrats rkz. I can't imagine what it would be like to not be able to read comfortably. Lucky you mate. __________________ Kind words are the music of the world. F. W. Faber

06-17-2007, 01:52 PM	#3
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	yay! so what's on your "to-read" list? __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

06-17-2007, 02:15 PM	#4
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	I try to stay away from hyperbole like, "I'd rather die than..." but I struggle to see how I could live my life with any pleasure without being able to read. Pleased your eyes are back to what they weren't designed for, but what the brain cries for. __________________ Life's hard you know, so strike a pose on a Cadillac

06-17-2007, 02:47 PM	#5
HungLikeJesus Only looks like a disaster tourist Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: above 7,000 feet Posts: 7,208	rkz -- glad to hear it. For those times when you can't read with your eyes, have you tried audio books? I really enjoy these (if it's a good reader) when I'm in my car, and have recently started downloading podcasts (NPR, old-time radio, spanish lessons, etc.). If you haven't tried audio books and podcasts, you might find them to be useful for those times when your eyes aren't up to reading. @SG -- "designed for"? __________________ Keep Your Bodies Off My Lawn SteveDallas's Random Thread Picker.

06-17-2007, 03:33 PM	#7
HungLikeJesus Only looks like a disaster tourist Join Date: Feb 2007 Location: above 7,000 feet Posts: 7,208	SG -- I was just kidding you. I assumed you were promoting ID. __________________ Keep Your Bodies Off My Lawn SteveDallas's Random Thread Picker.

06-17-2007, 03:42 PM	#8
Sundae polaroid of perfection Join Date: Sep 2005 Location: West Yorkshire Posts: 24,185	Aye aye I figured it was my choice of words, but answered in good faith (pun acknowledged) for clarity. __________________ Life's hard you know, so strike a pose on a Cadillac

06-17-2007, 04:34 PM	#9
fargon Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: La Crosse, WI Posts: 8,924	When I was driving trucks, I would rent audio books, I would just get on down the road and enjoy. When you can't read it is a great alternative. __________________ Annoy the ones that ignore you!!! I live a blessed life I Love my Country, I Fear the Government!!! Heavily medicated for the good of mankind.

06-17-2007, 04:42 PM	#10
DanaC We have to go back, Kate! Join Date: Apr 2004 Location: Yorkshire Posts: 25,964	Talking of audio books: the Audio version of Jeff Noon's "Vurt" as read by Paul McGann is a must hear! I get the impression from rkz, though, that the problem has been more in his ability to concentrate and therefore keep track of a plot, rather than visual impairment...I may be wrong. In which case even audio books would be no good. Horrible. Rkz, glad to hear you can indulge in books again.

06-17-2007, 09:07 PM	#13
elSicomoro Person who doesn't update the user title Join Date: Jan 2001 Posts: 12,486	Way to go Rob!

06-17-2007, 09:17 PM	#14
Cloud ... Join Date: Feb 2007 Posts: 8,360	cereal boxes? __________________ "Guard your honor. Let your reputation fall where it will. And outlive the bastards!"

06-17-2007, 09:22 PM	#15
rkzenrage Guest Posts: n/a	Bring em' on.

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