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Flint · 05-02-2018, 12:09 PM

It sucks HARD. Like smashing your face into a solid slab of concrete. It's that immovable. My advice is, learn to enjoy having your face smashed into a solid slab of concrete. It's not working for me, but I don't have any better ideas.

monster · 05-28-2018, 10:13 PM

OK, I'm sure this is TMI and way too maudlin, but I need to tell someone, I'mm'a hope it's like telling about the monster under the bed...

I knew there would be dreams. But I thought they would be dreams about him still being here and alive and then I'd wake and be disappointed. but they are not.

They're just realistic flashbacks of the whole horrible thing. So much so that I avoid going to bed in the hope I'll get too little sleep to reach dream phase.

I know, don't worry, I'll deal with it. That's how much I used to get anyway, but I had been getting a little better..... it's just a relapse. I do get some sleep. I'm off to bed RFN. and it's um ....well not midnight yet.

Griff · 05-29-2018, 05:59 AM

glatt · 05-29-2018, 07:12 AM

I hope those ones fade soon. Was last night ok?

Clodfobble · 05-29-2018, 07:18 AM

Sorry, monster. I've been in the conscious/subconscious desire-to-avoid-sleep boat before myself. I hope it gets better soon.

Pete Zicato · 06-05-2018, 03:11 PM

That's awful, Monster. Do you have some old home movies or old letters you could go through before you go to bed? Seems like it would be somewhat better to remember the good times.

05-02-2018, 12:09 PM	#1
Flint Snowflake Join Date: Mar 2006 Location: Dystopia Posts: 13,136	It sucks HARD. Like smashing your face into a solid slab of concrete. It's that immovable. My advice is, learn to enjoy having your face smashed into a solid slab of concrete. It's not working for me, but I don't have any better ideas. __________________ **************** There's a level of facility that everyone needs to accomplish, and from there it's a matter of deciding for yourself how important ultra-facility is to your expression. ... I found, like Joseph Campbell said, if you just follow whatever gives you a little joy or excitement or awe, then you're on the right track. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Terry Bozzio**

05-28-2018, 10:13 PM	#2
monster I hear them call the tide Join Date: Dec 2005 Location: Perpetual Chaos Posts: 30,852	OK, I'm sure this is TMI and way too maudlin, but I need to tell someone, I'mm'a hope it's like telling about the monster under the bed... I knew there would be dreams. But I thought they would be dreams about him still being here and alive and then I'd wake and be disappointed. but they are not. They're just realistic flashbacks of the whole horrible thing. So much so that I avoid going to bed in the hope I'll get too little sleep to reach dream phase. I know, don't worry, I'll deal with it. That's how much I used to get anyway, but I had been getting a little better..... it's just a relapse. I do get some sleep. I'm off to bed RFN. and it's um ....well not midnight yet. __________________ The most difficult thing is the decision to act, the rest is merely tenacity Amelia Earhart

05-29-2018, 05:59 AM	#3
Griff still says videotape Join Date: Feb 2001 Posts: 26,813	__________________ If you would only recognize that life is hard, things would be so much easier for you. - Louis D. Brandeis

05-29-2018, 07:18 AM	#5
Clodfobble UNDER CONDITIONAL MITIGATION Join Date: Mar 2004 Location: Austin, TX Posts: 20,012	Sorry, monster. I've been in the conscious/subconscious desire-to-avoid-sleep boat before myself. I hope it gets better soon. __________________ My book My other book My spirit animal

06-05-2018, 03:11 PM	#6
Pete Zicato Turns out my CRS is a symptom of TMB. Join Date: Jan 2010 Location: Chicago suburbs Posts: 2,916	That's awful, Monster. Do you have some old home movies or old letters you could go through before you go to bed? Seems like it would be somewhat better to remember the good times. __________________ Talk nerdy to me.

05-29-2018, 07:12 AM	#4
glatt ™ Join Date: Jul 2003 Location: Arlington, VA Posts: 27,717	I hope those ones fade soon. Was last night ok?

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