I have this dream/daydream thing...
I'll be like falling into lava, and trying to grab onto something to stop from falling in, but of course there's nothing to grab, so I'm falling and then I'm just thinking about things, like I'm thinking, there's no way I can survive so I gotta accept that I'll die, and then it's kind of messed up because you might fall feat first which would make you get amputated before you actually die, it's a pretty bad feeling to have... I imagine this in dreams and when I'm awake, and I don't choose to think of it or anything.
Another thing, is that I'll be daydreaming or something, imagining a scene that I'm in and then it'll zoom out and there's lots of movie screens of that scene next to each other and it keeps zooming out and I'll realise that because all of these people are me, I'm superior to everything I've known of before, or something like that. I realise I'm superior because of this anyway.
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