The Cost of a Shot

[skysidhe]

Originally Posted by Brianna

Today is a baaaad day. I had chemo monday and then yesterday got a neulasta shot (to prevent my WBC's from crashing) and a side effect of the shot is that your long bones--esp. legs, hips, sacrum, all ache, ache, ache as they are being stimulated to make WBC.

This cancer thing is probably going to be a way bigger pain in the ass than I am ready for. dammmmmit! it's my favorite time of the year, too.

And, I feel lonely.

I'll quit bitchin now.

sigh

I've been feeling lonely too. I am not sure why.

BUT know how it feels to be in a situation where you think nobody can understand. Not really understand because after the well wishing people go on to their own homes there you are with the reality of it to wrap your mind around. I wish I could hug someone enough to let them know how much I appreciate love and human kindness. I wish I could hug you so you could have something warm and real to wrap your mind around. To give you peace. I wish I could do that.

~ take care ~