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Old 12-27-2015, 08:40 PM   #1
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So, I don't know. ..my ceiling buckled from the weight of all the rain tonight. I beat myself fuckl3ss. All I really 3ant is to die. It's petty and selfish and I don't give a fuckl3ss all I really want is to stop being tested for whatever reserve of strength I'm supposed to have left. So there's the real fucking truth and do t worry my coward as will still be here tomorrow but to ight I'm so fucking sick of it all. Warm thoughts for your warm homes no matter how it gets paid for.
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Old 12-27-2015, 08:48 PM   #2
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I'm sorry, infi. That sounds like it sucks so bad...
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Old 12-27-2015, 08:55 PM   #3
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I'm being upset and dramatic. It does suck, but thanks to friends I'm reminded this is nowhere near the last straw. Bad time of year, and me thinking I have a handle...when handles are hard to come by. So are ceilings.

Nothing to see here. I'm ok. Blurting.

And my friend monster? I don't know what I'd do without her to talk me off the ledge.
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Old 12-27-2015, 08:59 PM   #4
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fuck your ledge provider?
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:01 PM   #5
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Giggle. Thanks my friend. I'm very grateful for you.
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:02 PM   #6
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Srsly, one foot, other, alternate.

You have an insurance provider. Call them ASAP tomorrow, or maybe even now and leave a message. Then go to warm dry bed in warm dry clothes and lie awake all night like me It's the new black
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:06 PM   #7
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Hugs Infi. And what Monster says. X

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Old 12-27-2015, 09:08 PM   #8
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And dream a little dream of me.
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:13 PM   #9
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I love you guys. Jesus I'm hard on myself. Even acts of gawd I can trace back to my inability to deal with life...and some of that is fact. But if not for my family and you all...there would be no reason left to have some belief I matter.

So now, to dream a little dream. ..of sexobon. Lol.
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:17 PM   #10
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On the positive side, it'll be easier to change the lightbulb, no?

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Old 12-27-2015, 09:18 PM   #11
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Old 12-29-2015, 02:56 PM   #12
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Life can be a dick at times
I think I know that life!
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Old 12-27-2015, 09:23 PM   #13
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That's deep.

Is there a confession coming on? We have a thread for that you know.
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Old 12-28-2015, 08:32 AM   #14
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Good work everyone, keep at it.
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Old 12-28-2015, 08:35 AM   #15
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