mood swings

[greenian]

actually, I've decided on a course of action. I haven't ridden one of these crazy mood-swings all thwe way through for some time. So I'm three days off pot. And just to make it hard I keep a half loaded bowl right next to my bed (the reasoning being that it's not hard to put something down that you dont have access to anyway, so I remind myself that it's right next to me, so I have no excuse but will to not smoke.) I think I kind of understand what they mean by psychological dependence. It's been a long time since I've not smoked.

But I will smoke again, have no fear.