Afraid of love??...or unloveable???

[pensive pam]

Originally Posted by morethanpretty

A lot of stalkers have that same issue. You should check out http://www.nimh.nih.gov/index.shtml. I gave that link to my last stalker and he read all about this thing called "Schizophrenia" and thought it sounded interesting. He called and they got him into a really nice place that really taught him how to love correctly and not stalkerishly. The website also talks about this thing called "suicide" I think, if I recall correctly, that you wanted to know about that in one of the other threads.

Sincerely,

MTP

I appreciate the link. My spell check is ON now! Yes, I did post about suicide. Yet I will never do it. I am too vane to do it, and I would miss my family and NY. I would also fear messing it up, and not getting the job done;....as I fail at most things. I did scare a lot of people by posting such stuff. I do not want to do it. But yes, I am afraid to walk over the Brooklyn bridge because I do fear I may jump. Yet, I do not know why.

Just very lost,
Pam.