Please excuse my emotional distance this week

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*sigh*

And now, in the dark of night, half of my rant was undeserved and partly wacky imagining... see how the emotional coaster goes?

And I told her so; and I apologized for it, in as much as "it" may not be completely over we both know that it's emotional cleansing.

Even if I go astray, I prefer to write my thoughts here, and to write about it a little here. Why: it helps me to get my head together, but it's also sharing it all with you semi-publicly, because this is what happens in life. Now I am understanding it better, now anyone else who cares to read will understand it better. Advantage, us.