Adding insult to injury or Moving forward?

[classicman]

Originally Posted by Classicman

Started in court - lost. Went to help out dad for a couple hours, then looked at three houses - all losers. Ended with making an awesome dinner, a few beers and great company. Do I look as wiped as I feel? Oh, and a 4 hour hunting trip starting at 8 am - and hour away.

Yeh, apparently that wasn't enough shit for one day. I ended the 11 year relationship with my GF as well. Issues have been brewing for some time and the distance from her was more than I am willing to take. I want to be with someone who WANTS to be with me also. That hasn't been the case for too long. So yeh. Merry F'ing Holidays.
I am already gutted as I never thought that we'd be apart and I am now facing more uncertainty as the future unfolds. I'm a people person, I don't want to do the alone thing. I WANT to share my life with someone. I want to hold hands, hug and kiss. Is that really too much to ask for? Fuuuuuck. I'm not sure if I'm more hurt, sad or mad. Keeping busy is going to be essential, methinks.