Is Trilby ok?

[Trilby]

I'm glad I come here. You all are so funny; and sweet. I was taken to the hospital; not jail (only been there once in the drunk tank for four hours- " someone who isn't me" was too high on heroin to really care but the nice black ladies there had some fun with it) and I was cuffed because, in my distress, I might have hurt the butch cunt who cuffed me so---and, no, they never, ever, in any circumstances cuff in the front. Back cuffs only. Ever been cuffed? Suck-eeeeee.

Everything was "for my own good" but it felt like everything was "To make sure you can't sue us" and nobody really gave a damn. I didn't even get a valium. I waited in the MH room for three hours while my psych made arrangements to see me the very next day (unusual and I'll give the LSW props for that)

I complained to the pharmacist, krogers, the sargeant and IA and they all said the same thing "protocol". so. Never look sad or distraught or godfuckingforbid you cry at the pharmacy. I gave the cops ZERO problems, having dealt with my locals for years they are bullies, they are all on testosterone (esp. the gals) and they get wood with each encounter, no matter how small. They hate us all and we pretty much hate them-unless your an oldster and you want someone to talk to during their near-monthly pleas for funds for The Fraternal Order of Police where they scam you out of money.

I would like to kick her in the cunt.

My sister suggests what I resists persists and they get off on it so I will NOT kick any officer in the cunt, though I want to very much. I will only picture it in my mind in graphic detail; esp. the part where she's just about to vomit from the pain.

I told my doctor thanks for nothing. I need to apologize for that. He's only doing his job but holymotherofgod I wish I'd never told him I was an addict. When they know you are an addict they give you aspirin and a hot water bottle even if your arm's off.

You're lovely people.
I'm glad you care----even if you don't. :P