Its pouring....

[DucksNuts]

Not with rain...although I am wishing.

Doncha hate when it seems another crossroad comes along, just after you settled on the direction to take for the last one?

Im moving house in three weeks and I just know I am going to have to make some decisions in the not too distant future.

To be with the man I want to be with, I am going to need to move.

Move away from my parents.... my Father who is quite ill with liver cancer, my Mother who I adore and cant comprehend seeing several times a week.

Move away from my job.....its a love/hate relationship. Its a good job and great people.

Away from friends, new house, new school (5 yr old).

Move away from the stability and comfort that is my life.

The other party cant move, his kids Mother lives where he is.

The *old* me would just go ...."fuck it, lives too short".

This me is chicken shit.