Praying to everything that is holy

[freshnesschronic]

I know about college drinking. I know what 40 proof means, I know what concentrations mean, I know how to properly mix drinks, I know the order in which to drink alcohol (beer before liquor, never been sicker), I know alcohol can make you totally out of control, I know what it does to drunk girls and I definitely know what it does to drunk guys.

But my girlfriend, doesn't know. This is her first party with alcohol. Her first time to socially drink. Tonight she is going to a open keg party with a lot of alcohol, hard liquor included and I told her I was really worried. She told me "gosh if you trust me you'll let me do what I want" and I said I did trust her but I don't trust the other people there. I got info on this "open birthday party" and it has over 50+ people there from different high schools all throughout the Chicago area. That is a lot of fuckers I don't know or trust.

After I told her all this and how worried I was she made me 1000x more worried. I said "you don't even know how to read the liquor bottles!" And she said "I don't really care."

And then she hung up on me. My girlfriend is so stubborn, ignorant to social drinking that she doesn't know what she's getting herself into. She will get fucked up with just two shots, I guarantee it. I wanted to guide her, to show her how to read the liquor, to know how to mix, to know your limit. I've been in college one year and know about partying and drinking. Yet she still wants to do this without me. And if she touches any hard alcohol I can see bad stuff happening right away. She is such a lightweight and she is so stubborn. And she said she didn't care about anything I told her.

God, I am so fucking worried. I don't know what to do cause I can't be there to do anything.