Here in The Cellar - Is It *Real*?

[Kozmique]

I really shouldn't post when I am really wasted. What I think I meant to say was, "I like it in here."

I spent many, many years in that black hole that yesman describes. I'm quite happy and stable now but I still find that my days blur together and sometimes I do feel as though I am on autopilot. I don't have a typical job so I lose track of days and I don't really sleep according to a schedule either. But it's different from when I was depressed, when time was at a murky standstill and all I wanted to do was sleep. That didn't sound like what Skunks was talking about, but more the becoming swept up in life and oblivious to time. Maybe? Ah well.. time is an illusion, lunchtime doubly so...