HUD cuts come home(less) to roost

Originally Posted by xoxoxoBruce

Shit I do that, and from what they tell me a lot of the people I know. In our cases I think it's a combination of age and the pressure of a lot of responsibilities. Maybe lackanookie.

Isn't it past your bedtime, way out there on the East Coast? At 53, I don't think I should be having such profound memory blankouts, and I don't have the pressure of lot's of responsibilities at this point. And I DO have a sex life. The whole damn mess is so convoluted for me. As much as anything, I am suffering from a terrific emotional aftershock of all the VERY bad things that happened to me in the last couple of years of the "breathing CO without knowing it" exercise. I am afraid of people because I feel they may have one up on me and remeber or know things that I don't. People will tell me about stuff that I've done or said, and I'll think they're joking because I don't remember any of it. I can remember the pythagorean theorem, but I don't remember what I did an hour ago. It makes for a bewildering, frustrating, and very non functional life.