Maybe you and Brianna need to find an old Thunderbird convertible, and a pistol, and... no that wouldn't end well.
But Brianna may be the key if you can find a mutual interest, even just once a week, it would do you both good.
You know there are women who would gladly swap, for an old fashioned "idyllic" lifestyle, because their life is frenzied and uncertain. Got to find some balance between secure, and interesting. You're unhappy with your life, but you don't have to change it all. Just small incremental changes that please you, until you've changed it enough.
With the change in the political winds there should be less ranting on the homefront, just got to wake up his libido... you got the boobs. $1700 doesn't sound like much, especially when you earn it yourself, to keep you from going nuts. You'd eat that up pretty quickly on antidepressants/antipsychotics.
If all that fails, hang gliding, belly dancing, crop dusting, teaching, demolition derbys....
Just keep in mind you're not the only one, you're not alone.