I have a Vietnam Vet uncle who became an on again off again hunter after being pretty passionate about it in his youth. I'm not in his head but you can see he's conflicted about it. He was an MP but stayed out of law enforcement in civilian life. It seems like you have a tougher row to hoe having to face it directly every day.
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