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Originally Posted by BigV
Tonight for the first time (in this chapter) I feel like I have my shit in one sock.
I've completed two weeks worth of unemployment claims, though I haven't been paid for any of them, so I feel like I have a little rhythm for that process. And I have seventeen postings to apply for first thing in the morning. I have a cover letter I've been happy with in the past, updated with current dates and details.
And importantly I've successfully bludgeoned my twin demons of perfectionism and completism into submission. I can, I HAVE, submitted applications that were imperfect and incomplete, so fuck you self destructive inner voice!
I will crank out some more in the morning, and improve on the product ON THE WAY, AS I GO..
Yes, I shout at myself sometimes.
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this was Monday.
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this was Tuesday.
Today was *one* application submitted. Computer problems, o so many computer problems, just... eliminated my momentum.
But! I have now overcome (this most recent wave of) them, so tomorrow... we'll see. Of the previously noted seventeen, I eliminated three off the top--really not qualified. And in another spasm of seeking found another fourteen, one of which has been:
Application Submitted!
Successfully submitted on 2/05/2020 at 9:17 PM Pacific
You can check the status of this application by visiting "Applications" in the main menu bar.
Good night all.