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Long time whiner, first time poster, in this thread at least.
sorry anon, I'mma let you finish...
I don't have your troubles, and for that I'm grateful. I'm sorry you have them though, fucking knucklehead children, amirite?
My whine is about this SHIT attitude I have. Didn't used to be this way, and it won't be this way in the future, cuz it's not sustainable. It ranges from distraction to loneliness to worthlessness to suicide. The attitude, obviously, since I'm sitting here typing this shit. It's like quicksand, a tarpit, a briar patch. It catches and sticks and all my efforts to free myself further entangle me.
Being alone makes it worse. Ironically, being not alone makes it easier to be distracted from the important life work I have to get done to, you know, keep on keepin on. I just hate it.
I can't seem to help my own self.
I do reach out, all lines are busy now, so there's this sorry ass post. fuck it. Here's your mic back.
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