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Ok, I can walk with some help, a cane or walker, for short distances. So, sometimes, I go to a store or my local tobacco lounge without my chair.
Yesterday I went out to a couple of places after leaving my chair at home; I was having a “good day”… I am not now.
The last couple of tests I have gotten back from my Dr. for some of my conditions have not been good. I am getting worse and know it, but have not been acting like it.
The days of going out, or even doing much around here, out of the chair are over.
I knew this day was coming, we have talked about it, my Drs. and I, my wife and I, my parents and I… why do I feel so numb?
I’m not really upset, not in disbelief, but it is all happening much faster than I thought… all of it.
I guess this means I have to deal with other aspects of my illness, things I normally don’t deal with… I’m not sure.
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