Thanks you guys! I really didn't expect a response, I just needed to get it out. I know there is no easy solution; I am trying to find the gumption to make a real move.
Just that , some days it is so overwhelming. I know it isn't normal to live under a high level of stress for an extended period of time.
I'm glad I have the Cellar and the wonderful Cellar Dwellars to listen and offer a kind word.
