Monster, remember the discussion after you had that health detour? How one of the reasons you had trouble getting back up to speed, and my personal opinion as to a primary cause in the first place, IS YOU DO TEN TIMES WHAT A NORMAL PERSON DOES.
Christ, you're on full tilt boogie all the time, making schedules and making sure the whole tribe follows them. Plus your own training/cheer-leading/do-gooding schedule on top of that.
Don't put more pressure on yourself as a result of judging what others do or don't do by comparing them to yourself.
Remember you ain't average.