as to your question of insanity.. heh.. the one thing i've found on the internet is more people who think along the same lines as i do than anything else.. no, we may completely disagree on some base concepts.. the way they think though.. the actual mechanics of it.. just something i've been noticing the past few years... i'm working on writing something on it... but well my overthinking is getting in the way (footnotes.. pages and pages of goddamn subtext!).. anyway! and i hate this cliche` I hated it when I was younger, but finally.... it makes sense.. you'll understand when you're older.. it's not a IQ thing.. it's a life thing..
you seem pretty bright, the only bit of advice I could give you is 'don't sweat it' god's not out to get you personally and eventually (barring something horrible) everything works out... heh.. has been for me anyway
your blue collar buddy
(actually I think i got what you meant by that, seems to have been lost in the mudslinging however)
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no my child.. this is not my desire..I'm digging for fire.
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