yeah, regrets are tricky. for every one i think of, i then think, "but then my life would be in a different place right now" and i change my mind about regretting it.
for example. i quit football in 10th grade. i still feel the urge to play when i watch it, but i think i'd be a different person if i had stayed.
i regret going to college for art, and quitting that after a year. but then, if i had stayed in, i'd never have met shelby.....or my 2 kids that would have never been born.
i regret killing that guy and living on the lamb for 16 years.....oh, wait that wasn't me.
i guess if i keep them recent, and limit them to little tiny regrets i could come up with a few, but....i doubt anyone cares that i wish i'd chosen decaff coffe last night instead of regular, so i'd gotten to sleep earlier. or that i will soon regret not getting the grill out and cleaning it up for jinx's use today.....and so on....
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