[plthijinx]

thanks y'all! it's been a rough road but not as rough as it could have been. for the flying aspects of what i'm going through, i'm documenting that over in another forum for just in case someone else out there is in (or potentially could be in) my situation. only person i knew prior to what i've experienced so far in the FAA HIMS program was Bobby, and well, can't really talk to him about it now. then again, he didn't have to go through all i have to go through since his HIMS program wasn't for commercial pilots (more involved/scrutinized) but private.