I'm trying to ignore that to try to retain my "oooh pretty!" wonderment at the results of all that nasty math.
I have a high degree of math anxiety.
It's why I am not a computer programmer. Yes, it was THAT bad that it changed my career path. Which has probably turned out to be not totally a bad thing, since it's hard to outsource crazy people. The other countries tend to have enough of their own that they are trying to outsource them to us. (I am not kidding. We have had a sharp increase in crazy Asians over the last couple of years. Mainly females, shipped to the US by families as part of arranged marriage deals. The girls were already crazy, the arranged husbands or their parents didn't get that particular tidbit during the negotiations.)
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