I appreciate your concern, I really do.
This evening, I'm on the top of the rollorcoaster. I'm doing ok. I had to talk to my wife today and everytime I talk to her, I go down in the dumps. I came home, cooked some pizza, listened to some love songs, cried, laughed at the boys on That 70's show, practiced a little guitar until my fingers hurt and then played at the cellar. All in all, I think it's a good night.
I'm going to be on this emotional rollorcoaster ride for a while. On May 4th, we go to court. Luckily, we are trying to do this as peaceful as possible, no lawyers, no fights. Just "let's get this over with" attitude. I dread May 4th. I don't want to go. I can't even fill out the paperwork. I do a little each week until it's complete.
Anyways, I'll keep you posted. And thanks again for your concern.
HJ
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