Hi Sandy, I don't have any advice to offer I'm afraid - but I do remember you and I am glad you came back to talk to us.
I have some experience of depression - though it's been a long timesince it was bad enough for me to consider anything drastic. I totally get what you mean about knowing you have that option being a comfort. But I really hope you don't avail yourself of it!
There's lots of people in here who suffer, or have suffered depression in all its many forms, from a simple inability to get anything done, to a bleak and seemingly inescapable malaise.
We will always be here to listen.
*hug*
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