Ali,
First this is not a shot at you, rather an actual honest suggestion/ recommendation.
Did you ever hear of a book called "Loving What Is'?
It might be useful to you in some degree. Daz is a real man. Just as real as when you met him. Your expectation is what has changed, from what I've heard.
And that's all you can truly control.
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This body holding me reminds me of my own mortality
Embrace this moment, remember
We are eternal, all this pain is an illusion ~MJKeenan
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