You're right, Bruce - I'm just struggling with the conflict between the idea I'd had of where I should be in mid-March (that kept me going through Dec & Jan) and the reality, which isn't even close. I want my old self back!
I had also wanted to be further along in recovery before starting tamoxifen, if only to be able to be sure that any side effects were due to it rather than leftover chemo issues. But I see the onco tomorrow and he won't want me to wait months to start the stuff. I'm honestly not even sure I want to take it. Guess I'll see if he can make a case that convinces me.
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