I know every thing I have done is pointless. My dream are just that I will never achieve them and have truly given up on any kind of success. Survival is my new goal if I can just survive not make anything great or meaningful not change the world not help just survive. I know I will never be happy I have accepted that. I am not depressed, just clear. I see how things arc in my life. Just survival is all that can be truly accomplished.
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"Without deviation from the norm progress is not possible." - Frank Zappa
It is the ignorance of ignorance that lead to the death of knowledge
The Virgin Mary does not weep for her son, for he is in paradise. She weeps for the world , for we are in suffering.
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